My Kinetic Effect

2011-01-22T12:12:00.004+08:00

One month has gone by, i'm still lying around somewhere in the rural area of Thailand. I've only been to bangkok twice because i'm dread of the long hour rides. Ktown is so much better. But i'm getting bored of it already. =)

Anyway, i'm days here is numbered. so i'll have to play with all my might, if not when training frame starts, i'm totally staying indoors... A few moments in my life i encountered in thailand.

i celebrated my New 2011 year in thailand, sending those fire lanterns into the dark sky is just amazing. And the fireworks here is like everywhere...

Secondly was the arrival of COA. he came in a chopper, and i manage to grab a snapshot of the chopper.

Thirdly was a visit to a primary school to do some community service project with the school. I had my fun with the children. And i learnt some thai from them too..

Fourthly, i'm going Pattaya next week, next friday to be exact. Its gonna be a boring trip if water sports is really prohibited during my time there. I'm not gonna go drink. I'm not gonna see all the ladyboys. I'm just gonna go down to the beach and maybe....get to know some ang moh zha bor. haahahaha...

2010-12-25T01:28:00.009+08:00

Christmas Eve at Ktown...w0o0ho0o! JingleBellsJingleBellsJingleBells!!

Today is my official night-out at Ktown, been looking around and observing Chon Thai. Sat on the Tuk Tuk for the first time, totally FUN! although i rather be the one moving it!

Anyway, i did quite an amount of shopping, spent like 3000baht in one Mega-supermarket! But Thailand is really like entertaining everywhere, in a way where i dont get to see real human comportment in home ground.

Guess what! i've got myself a new wife! my 3rd one actually...Although this 3rd one is just a replacement for 8months, but i'm still gonna treat her good. And now she's really fat!!!!! hahha i miss my wives at home! =( booooO!!!!!

this is my room! *Before* With the Garfield 199baht pillow.

And this is my room now!

I'm still feeling empty and in-secured. Maybe because my buddy is in bangkok for christmas! ARGH!!!!

I'll just stuff myself with Pocky Almond Crunch for Christmas!

Merry Christmas!

sòoksănwan krítmâat

สุขสันต์วัน คริสต์มาส

*chon thai stands for thai people. =)

2010-12-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

A New Year's Day celebration on 23rd Dec?!!?!?! YES! its happening in SaiYok....

Drinking, dancing.. totally identical to Zoukout, just that its a field of grass that we're dancing on. Thank God it haven been raining for like 8days?! -_-

Party Time!

Anyways, i din get drunk! i still showered before i sleep.. hahaha..

I heard someone vomited in their room....EeeeeEeeEeEeEeeEeeEeEeEeEEeeeEeeeeeee....!!

Suay Mak Mak!

2010-12-18T20:01:00.004+08:00

Today is just the third day here. And i'm very bored already! Everyone feels stagnant to me. And guess what, they will have a cut-out water and electricity day tmr! wao0! So i think i'm gonna be in bed from 8am to 5pm. What to do other than sleeping in without water and electricity.

HAHA.. Oh yah, when i came here, my upper study left me a SNSD poster right beside the bed. Just nice i get to see Jessica whenever i'm on the bed! how nice!

Lucky for me to get a pillow before i reached, at least now i have a garfield pillow with me with my empty bed.

I'm cold, although its not snowing, but the weather here is almost similar as of Genting Highlands. Freezing cold winds!

I'm gonna sleep in tmr on a sunday! -_-

2010-12-16T23:10:00.003+08:00

My first day in Thailand was a pretty long day. There were only 4 of us who got posted here and we had to settle communication problems. Bought myself a thai phone number, as well as CAT to call back home.

Get to see all the Thai wordings all around, which i dont even understand, as well as people that converse thai to me! Question Marks all over my head!

Reached my camp which was rural like hell! in the middle of the jungle, where i see cows, chickens, tigers, elephants, dogs, cats, mosquitoes, house flies, tons and tons of ants! Opening my eyes to even better things like buddha statues all over thailand.

The people here are always having a smile on their faces. Even if the sun is burning everyone down, they seem to care less about it.

Currency issues! Damn! they tell me the price in thai. And i realise i could only give the *HUH* face! -_-

overall, i'm happy i'm connected into civilization once again! =)

2010-09-15T16:54:00.003+08:00

W0oah! 2.5km seems like 25km for me today as a joined the battalion for the morning run. People seems astonished to see me gearing up. hahaa..Almost vomited!

*I see White in the sky!*

Anyway, today was the day i wore my no.4 uniform once again. I din forget about the knots for the shoelace, nor the folding of the 4. Just that i dont even believe its me in the mirror again in green. Many friends still ask me to wear back to my admin. *Is that your no.4?* hahahaha...

2010-09-14T02:37:00.003+08:00

Damn... I missed another chance to for the Nike Race!

Last year was Human Race 10k, this year its City Run 10k... Sucks to miss it again.. why am i always missing out for the registration period and its always full whenever i log in!

Damn, i should have logged in earlier... ARGH!

Decided to join my friends to run every Morning, for Mon, Wed and Fri. Although i dont know whether my knee is gonna take it, but i wanna wear nice clothes for the coming new year!

Year End sale is coming.... W0o0h0oo! i wanna spend like 1000 dollars!! To get my Agnes B Wallet! hahahah!! Isetan! here i come! *Deep, i'm calling you up soon!!!

2010-08-07T03:56:00.002+08:00

Busy Busy August! been away from camp for 4 days, and today was a half day off too. We were asked how proud we are for singapore. But i asked the people, are we proud of it in the first place? Many said about the safety and cleanliness of the country but when it comes to negative comments, there would be tons to compile. Singaporeans, Ugly or what?!

I believe the image we sent to foreigners are pretty good. Till now, i've NEVER heard any bad comments about SG, its usually something good about this and that. So i'm pretty proud in this face.

Happy National Day Singapore. =)

2010-08-05T19:56:00.002+08:00

yikes, few months had passed.. and i'm still alive in this atrocious life of mine. i guessed i haven't been really happy since the start of the year?! [I've been single, i've not been doing anything useful, i've not accomplished any huge success] i'm just stagnant, stagnant from the day i enlist myself into SAF.

God, somebody please take away my misery and share the joy afterwards. I just need a companion to have my activities going. If google could answer me, i'll google it!

One big accomplishment recently was my completion of Class 2A license. Just something i'm proud of, with 4points. I guessed the skills are inherited through family line.. As my father is a great driver too...

I think every NSF has many to complain, like each time they gather around civilians, they tend to complain. I dunwanna to be in that group yet its just too hard not to complain about SAF!

Sucks FULL_TIME!!!

Spending my time with God again in a much smaller church this time, but they aren't giving me any answers. I've asked God many times, but each time the answers were just making it worse. Especially when that particular guy came and ask me 'Is it very hard to love someone sometimes?' i'm like NOoooooo! --> *he was referring to a guy that just shout very crudely at the sound crew who was causing unwanted feedbacks. I told him, 'he just purely voiced out his opinion in a very crude way.' i just thought, the issue of love wasn't even tested, why would he came up with this question. Ridiculers, I wonder what has all these people been understanding from the bible or their pastor. -_-

ARGH!! Many unsettlement!

*i'll post again soon i hope.. Busy August for me.

2010-05-21T13:35:00.002+08:00

Heading towards Ladang Camp, as what people known as, 'Tekong'. A place where boys turn to man.. HAHAA.. even i can't accept it.. oppS...

Okay, this time round, i'm going to collect documents from HQ, totally different when i first enlisted. Sitting on the ferry, slowly the engine sound and crashing waves, it was just solemn quiet for me. Thinking about 22nd Oct 2009.

Life isn't the same anymore, tekong life isn't the same anymore. Looking at them training and looking at me now. Both are serving NS, but once posted into Unit, its like having a long long 2 yrs holiday in camp. Sucks to be alive..

2010-04-27T23:59:00.001+08:00

I'm relieved, I get to speak to london on my birthday, at least now its 00:00 and i'm listening to her.

Been out with my buddies to dinner, and we got ourselves neoprints.. Like centuries before when i last smile into the machine. 4yrs back was long...

At 00:01, she says she's going down to get tissue, did she realised its passed my birthday already? Maybe its because of the time lapse, the 7hr gap that she's still living on 27th April. hmmm..

I wanna meet alot of people, many of my friends which i haven been going out with, like my STPI friends, and lasalle friends..

Just went over to lasalle for a few mins to catch them, but they're already leaving home. And i also miss those at STPI. our volleyball games.....

I just need that someone to stay with me for at least today..

2010-04-24T02:22:00.002+08:00

I had this great dream on tuesday night. I was in camp and the dream was ongoing till Mingshen's alarm starts ringing. Crashed my beautiful dream.

Anyway, that wasn't the worst, i spill the cup of tea all over the table. Come back to REALITY. i guessed thats what its telling me.

I was holding hands with london, walking alongside each other, taking her around and showing her around the place, going shopping with her, gazing the stars side by side. How sweet. But its all a dream.

I just told her about it just now, and she just said...Erm. Okay. You dream too much Liao, Lol.

she always leaves so soon, and i couldn't talk to her much, maybe she's real busy at the other end of the world. London!! argh!

Reading those past history we had during 2009 was fun. and she wasn't holding back at all.

time to do some dreaming again. Can't wait to fly over 7hrs back...

2010-04-10T03:48:00.003+08:00

oh God.. whenever i blog nowdays, i'm feeling moody or emo. no more happy hanhan.

i called her today, imposing as xian, cause i din want the awkwardness. but without knowing, she talked to me without holding back, so memories just started gushing back, waking those bits and pieces at the back of my head.

And suprisingly, i saw EN online. whenever i see her online, i'll be superbly excited, but this time round she sensed my moodiness. and we shared our previous love life.

with. says: (3:35:30 AM)

you know, i don't need my bf to bring me to posh restaurants

with. says: (3:35:44 AM)

i don't need him to stick by me 24/7

with. says: (3:35:52 AM)

i can give him freedom if he wants

with. says: (3:36:05 AM)

i just wanna do the simplest things with him

with. says: (3:36:22 AM)

just lie beside him and gaze the stars

with. says: (3:36:23 AM)

thats it

with. says: (3:36:27 AM)

enough ya know

with. says: (3:36:35 AM)

i know i can do that everytime i see him

blah blah blah...and after all that trashing, i'm still not totally saved, but at least i know someone whom i can ask to gaze at the stars in the sky...

3yrs more, i'm waiting..

2010-03-07T00:33:00.002+08:00

woah! been so so far away from posting any entries.. Camp has been so so and so so. Nothing much to elaborate on it. Just finding ways to make my life better!

CNY has gone past for quite awhile, although the tidbits at home are still visible on the table. But i never had enough of my favourite Bak Kwa this time round!

oh Yah, that night i spent talking to Sai Lou was indeed triggering my emotions again. He forced himself to stop thinking about it, but when we were talking, he couldn't stop but babble all his misses.. our ciggs weren't leaving till 3am... where i started snoring next to him! haha..

Misses and kisses! tons of misses once again appear in my blood stream. i just wanna talk to you once again! to start reminiscing!! ARGH!

WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I WANNA TALK TO YOU! I MISS YOU ALOT>!

2010-02-13T01:45:00.002+08:00

SHOP SHOP SHOP! now my account is at its minimum soon! HAHHAAA

But satisfied i am now! getting all my desires accomplished! pretty much pleased and blessed!

BAtam! Wakeboard! i'm coming!!

2010-02-07T20:08:00.002+08:00

Cleaning for the whole day, it sucks to clean every single part of the house, practically every corner every inch. sick and tired of it. Do not know whether to look forward to CNY or not, seems like we need to prepare alot of stuff for it, especially cleaning! yucks! ARGH!!

i get to book out like only 2days, and i have to slog myself to cleaning again, when friday was area cleaning in camp! now i'm tired and lazy. I still got to book in ltr, argh! somebody kill me please! i cannot help but to EMO again, i just need someone to talk to. Or hear me talk!

Anyway, i hope i'll be carefree after CNY, no more stacks of clothes for me to fold, and no more lumps of dust for me to mop..

I'm going back to my stars!

2010-02-06T22:38:00.002+08:00

D&G frenzy~ ultimate enjoyment today! =) i'll bring a smiling face to CNY!

gonna go for Night shopping for CNY goodies ltr.. hopefully i'll get my favourite Bak Kwa! *slurps =P

2010-02-05T18:26:00.003+08:00

Great! i'm home once again.. army is practically a waste of time. Sitting around, sleeping is almost my main vocation. its just plain dumb.

anyway, been mood swinging and emo-ing about me staying in camp. i chose the bed nearest to the window. And every night the stars will always be there to keep me accompany.

With my friends along in the day and the stars with me in the night, thats pretty much how i endure through the week. 21 months more to go. save me someone!

2010-01-26T14:33:00.002+08:00

It sucks. It sucks to stay in again, and for this time its for 2years till the date i ORD. sucks man!

i'm gonna be gone for weekdays, and only be active on weekends, i really wonder what i can be doing in camp. And once again cleaning stuff and daily lifestyle like stagnant once more. My life! Hell to NSlife!

somemore its so far away from mainland, and they said we could even detect malaysia network! (-_-) and MOSQUITOS! hate it! argh!

SHit it!!!

MISS ME PEOPLE!

2010-01-24T17:21:00.003+08:00

Sunbathing! WOAH! the feeling was so good, and the weather was fantastic! i'm still contemplating where i lie myself into the sunlight!

Went for the 'Sunlight' with Xian and seriously he doesn't really get tanned so easily. But i'm a tanning machine! One session for me, Ten sessions for him! =P

Jurong East was the place and where Xian satisfy his desires after long training days! A splendid view for him! hahahaaha..

*Only he will get it!

2010-01-23T17:13:00.000+08:00

I'm riding round and round and round

When you go down, when you go down down

I'm riding round and round and round

When you go down, when you go down down

2010-01-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

Food Food FOod! happily cooking for dinner once again! Ever since Army daze were involved, i dont have time and i dont feel like doing anything. Stagnant, Stagnant! Total disaster! hahahaa...

OKay, i cooked dinner for mum and myself, pretty much what i'm doing previously, never really did involve any creativity, plain simple dinner! =)

2010-01-19T21:07:00.002+08:00

i'm a crazy boy! i know exactly how they are gonna know about this. And i know she reads my blog, but still i got to write all these out. I believe everyone deserve a way to live and a way to die. I never believe in fate, and how fate can plan our destiny. I always believe we plan our own lives, and how we live it. And i'm always stubborn in this!

He strongly disagrees with my decision, thats why i made that decision before informing. And so i realised thats what happened all the time! even my first ear piercing, my tongue piercing, my tattoo, my driving license, and my bike, even my accident! i dunno why, but he doesn't make me feel good telling anything to him.

But of course he takes good care of me! that i can strongly agree. Thats why i respect him, yet disobey him. I cant take orders, i cant take constrictions. I dont wanna be controlled and i cant be controlled!

and THATS ME!

2010-01-17T23:40:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna be the rider of this bike soon, hopefully by Saturday! Got to take care of the insurance, road tax and ownership transfers, season parking. Tons of paper work to do. Got to do it soon! =)

I'm a Happy boy!

2010-01-10T23:10:00.004+08:00

Its a Sunday, and i'm submerging myself in the sun and laying myself flat on the sand. Either the water or the sand, i feel great!

Met jonathan and girls and chilled at cafe del mar, which they really slang and practically sounded like nicole. hahahaa..and i remember i used to 'huh' and 'huh' when conversing with nicole on the phone! =P

So ltr that day, winnie and gang came, and i felt great playing volleyball and frisbee once again after a very long time!!!

and of course sipping that ice chilled beer was fantastic! wooH!

2010-01-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

Dancing away into the mirror, no difference from the actual, but it look pretty much different from the front and from the top. where you get to see how well or how shitty you dance! =))

happy today but also sad!

i've been good on my billiard, but not good enough, i gotta need more training and time. i cannot lose out on billiard! train train train, choo choo!!

2010-01-07T22:43:00.004+08:00

I dont mind being a leader, i've always wanted to be a leader. But the survey shows that i'm a peacock, not an eagle. Peacock which means a persuasive personal.

So now i'm given a opportunity to be an eagle, game IC. happy i was, with this position. But everytime i stand myself infront of everyone, i tend to feel nervous and stage fright of course!

The other time when i had this singing competition, i was stage fright, and i sang till i got all the lyrics mixed up. But now i told myself to stand straight and be confident. And i did it..!!

Another thing is that i'm gonna dance! haha...how nice! and i'm gonna be the sound IC for my friend's wedding too.. i've got alot to learn.. pray hard i dont ruin her wedding...

so many important positions makes me stressed up, but it makes me grow up. I wanna grow up!

okay, now that i'm feeling a bit better, i think i'm gonna pull myself together and move on.

2010-01-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday EN!

2010-01-03T23:59:00.002+08:00

Pretty fun after countdown, and guess what, 2Jan comes my first ever guard duty. And there goes my long weekend, didnt know what its all about until i've been through it. Activities coming up, and i'm all messed up without my schedule book....

I gotta write it all out.. army just wrecked all my plans...

Sentosa outing soon! drinking here i come!

2010-01-01T23:50:00.001+08:00

Happy New 2010!

Siloso Countdown Party. wanted to try it out this time round. never been to and now is the first time. I had great fun. especially at the wavehouse, where i phycho-ed Xian once again to attempt the flowrider. Wavehouse is new and i've gotta try it! 15bucks for an hour, pretty worth it. So xian and i went onto the rushing water and into the rushing water. I had a time where i face bust into the floor, busted lips* -_-

Seng was our photographer, happily snapping away, and he was snapped by stomp.com too! =)

Clair and Zisky was having fun too!! countdown with chicken wings and potatoes! hahhaha..

2010 sounds like a good year to me!

2009-12-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

hoho..HAHA..HEHEEHEEE!!!!

laughing all the time i have now, cause i've been OOC. and OOC stands for out of course! yeahs!!

Rmb how i hated this vocation of technicians, how i wanted to be out of it, now i'm really out.

happy lovely feeling!!

Currently awaiting for posting to another vocation. And my current job is as an AS- administrative staff.

I just another happy guy again!

2009-12-26T03:31:00.002+08:00

hell0o.

i sound moody, cause i just updated my Ginger blog. Kind of losing the words to express.

Anyway, i'm posted to Auto Tech A Veh, Ayer Rajah Camp. Sounds so turn off for me. The moment i keyed my IC no. and my Singpass, the technician appeared and i just lost my mind. The more u desire for something, it doesn't come, but the most undesired ones will always appear to fuck your life.

Shit time in camp, got to fixed tank and shit. it just sucks when u dont get to choose in life. And i believe thats not how i'm living it.

hmmm.. been going around clubs and discos to enjoy myself. i've just realised that i could just move to the music, dance to the music and lose my mind. TO just keep my eyes close and move my muscles. But the moment people hear clubs and discos, they think its a taboo place, a no-no, a place full of bad people. but know what. WHATEVER.

I'm EMO-ed.

2009-12-15T23:23:00.003+08:00

Monday morning, we travelled to Queens St to hop onto our coach to Genting, and guess what, at the very first junction, a white cloth covers a twisted body. What a nice scene early in the morning. But to my realisation, its the faulty traffic lights that caused the death.

So GOVERNMENT's fault??

As i thought i could grab some sleep in the journey, but it caused my insomnia all the way to Genting, where as Deep enjoys his deep deep sleep... happy singh.

Upon reaching, FOODD!!!!

Marybrown was something i tried for the first time, didn't taste any special, KFC is still better. To and fro, we went to the casino, then i realised, i need more money for the Caribbean Stud Poker. so i end up playing dices.. lost and won, won and lost...

Bottomline, i lost. -_-

Went for cheap cheap movies, only 18RM- premium seats, popcorn, snacks and drinks! how nice right? so much better than GV where we got to spend s$18.

Ninja Assassin. damn nice! 4stars *blink blink blink blink*

2 days 1 night, a great time i had with Deep, but i wish there were more of us around. And more money$$$$.

Came back today, reached SG around 11+ and i'm hungry for my shower! ! !

No questions answered, shower first... =)

April shall be the next trip.

2009-12-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

7weeks had just passed in a blink of an eye, just the other time i was wearing my CV attire to booking in, I'm now wearing my CV attire to recruits' evening. And today is my POC date. How nice, misses everywhere, company, platoon, section. Every individual did their part in making this 7weeks fulfilling for me. Even those that were meant to 'Geng' all the time, they also did their part to irritate me.

I have 21days of break to enjoy to be exact. So i'm pretty much gonna enjoy each day before i'm putting my green uniform to reporting day. Tons to packing to be done, and sure my room missed me too much, made me stuck to bed for long hours!

damn.

i miss swimming, gonna do it soon!

2009-11-22T15:25:00.007+08:00

2weeks left till POC! happily awaiting for that day to arrive, which brings me so much closer to civilization. So much closer to people, so much closer to my entertainments. Hopes are everywhere, thinking about my future and my ambitions. What to do now and what to do next. Got a very good job awaiting for my NS to complete, but i do not know much about it. Do i need to do something about it? To study some shit out of it??

NS have great all these while, been to firing range, went through outfield, soaked myself in muddy puddles, drenched in the showers, bites from mosquitos, heat rash, so much and all. Time just pass so fast. Tug of war is coming soon and i'm a part of it. hopefully we'll win it once again for this cahoot again! =)

I'm still the clean and neat freak!!!

2009-11-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

Stepping into civilization once again, 2weeks gone in another island. Remote and Restrain..Waking up early wasn't a problem anymore, and as early as today, i'm awake. Love my friends in my bunk, jokers like me. United we stay strong. And i have to say, i have a sergeant that looks like Jerry Yan, with his body and looks, but a malay version. haha..

Spent my entire time sleeping and shitting in tekong, missing everyone on the other side.. And so lucky enough, bui bui is in the same company with me, and Xian was in the same company from previous cahoot too..how nice!

Heading back again this coming sunday, so i'm gonna have a great time before i leave this island again...

Seeya!!

2009-10-21T01:01:00.005+08:00

Its 1am in the morning of a 21st wednesday. Counts to a last and final day of freedom. In 48hrs time, i'll be sleeping with my bunk mates in a new environment. All kinds of stories are heard, and its time for me to experience it. My family members are my worries, no more maid cleaning the house and washing the clothes or putting them into the dryer. At least its for 2weeks! My parents are worried, from the way they talk and act, they are already missing me.

But for me, i'm really anticipating to step into these new encounters and adventures.

And for sure there are many misses for me! One important thing is my bolster! hahaha.. Okay. there is tons to miss, tons to feel about. But one person still doesn't get out of my mind... Whisky, Vodka, Red Wine, Sake...blah blah blah. Gin tonic is still the one that i'm missing.

Goodbyes..

2009-10-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

My days of counting down. And its 3days left.... Nervous i am, 'steel'...

Decided to get my haircut today while i wait for my friends to turn up for movies. Dragged my mum along with me to witness the blonde to botak. i just realised i have a sharp head, though i always feel its not round enough...

Sentosa tmr morning! and dinner with friends! =)

2009-10-17T19:36:00.003+08:00

Today is 17October. Counting down the days, i'm only left with 4days. Woah! Pretty much enjoyed myself these days, stepping into a new world soon. I'll not be a blonde in 2days time, here comes my botak head! Getting my room is great shape before i leave, clear the dust and and pin up my photos. 101photos! Gathering the stuffs for army, tons of thinking and preparations to do. i'm still addicted to my Tony Parsons, how to i read inside...??? no time arh!! I'm gonna be a 'blackie' soon! A messed up blackie. With uneven tanned lines! YuckS! Yes sergeant! No sergeant! Yes Sir! No Sir! argH!

Randoms...

2009-10-11T21:47:00.001+08:00

Didn't know how to face my friends early in the morning. Was lost and confused. What to say? ER, its just u and me today? I think thats the best words to use bah. Shit man. really disgusted. Wakeboarding alone isn't fun at all. Its like swimming alone in the open sea. Wasn't fun nor exciting. I rather walk with them and fall my butt on the ground with the waveboard than the wakeboard. Didn't much enjoy myself yesterday, but i sure ache all over from the rounds... (*&^%$#@#$%^ Wanna enjoy cursing tomorrow!!

2009-10-10T23:04:00.005+08:00

www.spanishflytv.com/ photos

I'm kite. I'm kite. I'm kite. Being blown off! My God. I couldn't feel worst. All these isn't what i'd expected, i just didn't wanna think like that. God, I'm a kite. I dont feel good, and my mum is the only one who sees it. Ching is listening to my words at 2am in the morning. En wasn't online, probably eating with her mum. Had a long shower to clear the steam, but it still wasn't gone. One last thing, Sky better be my mood. If not thunderstorm will clash on the sixth floor. ARGH!!!

I shall be back to my Tony Parsons...

2009-10-07T21:10:00.000+08:00

Why would someone choose to play at a court without net rather than a one with net. Confused.

2009-10-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

I almost burn down my house.

the mug that was burning dry. my mum said its burning RED when she saw it at the stove.

2009-10-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

Hairdo Hairdo!

Been coming up with hairstyles to play with before its all gone. Mummy tried tying up my hair to imagine the results when shaved. Isn't what i predicted though.

So now i'm going headache again. In dilemma whether to get my head shaved inside or outside.

2009-10-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday to Mummy!! Another year of taking care of us with another year of protection. Shocked mummy with roses from daddy! Dad is as shy as ever, so i've planned with my sister to get the roses and ask dad to pass it to her. EFFECTIVE! =P

I finally told them how i felt about my life. Finally told them to let me venture and live on my own. And enlistment into the army comes just nice in place. =O

2009-10-03T23:14:00.004+08:00

Feeling ennui for the whole afternoon, i decided to go out... and so nice winnie is free too. So we headed for dinner and kbox! =) After the singing, both of us felt emotional of course. she thought about her love and i talked about my love until the sun started rising, time to go home!

Rushed back home to get Xian's stuff and went down to Safti for his family day. Haha. As silly as ever with that little eyes, he is an oncoming officer already! hope he really likes it there and also the girl! heeeee =P

2009-10-02T23:28:00.003+08:00

Having a great sweat with basketball every friday is awesome! but my legs isn't in good shape still. hopefully they will not lose on me till i'm 100?~?!

Anyway, a happy moment for me today. I'm currently on my first step of my investment. My very first cashed in: my new helmet! haha..Satisfaction! there will be the life jacket with the water bag coming up, till then will be the wakeskates, AND soon i'll be pulling by the boat! shiok! Looking forward!

My legs are my biggest worries.. keep it up my elevens. =)

2009-09-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

I've ended a part of my life once again. My graduation from Lasalle. Everyone had to be so formal, and fine arts student had never been formal...

So its pretty nervous for us to be queueing up and awaiting the names to be called. I was feeling damn cold, one is the air con in expo, and the other one is of course myself. NERVOUS arh!!! Oh My... Ju and i were so speechless..

Walked briskly, shoke hands, smiled, and received my cert. It marks an end and a new beginning! =)

And i believe my parents are very proud of me, especially my dad. Smiles are written all over his face! hahaha..

Thank you.

2009-09-27T22:47:00.003+08:00

Weekends!!! It was a fabulous weekend for me! I got to meet up with alot of people...

Saturday i went over to my eldest cousin's son's full month party. He is so cute! hahaa.. but i dunno why when i first saw him, i had shivers down my spine.

I suddenly felt all cold and still, maybe because the baby was so small, and i'm afraid that i might just hurt him. So in the end i didn't want to carry him. =)

Shopping spree! Bought my first timberland shoe! the shirts are nice but expensive...not sure if they're worth while to own.. And when trying too many shirts, i tend to go crazy! hahaha

Sunday was Open House at Wati's house.. Hari Raya celebration =)

2009-09-24T23:12:00.002+08:00

Another fabulous day for me.. working those muscles and hearing them calling for help is so satisfying. I can hear them screaming with every step i take and i'm so gonna continue to torture them!!

i'm sick! hahaha

HANYONG! when will the day come and you wont make me angry for once? Each time i meet you, you will not fail to make me irritated and fed up with you. Everyone knows it, xian knows it, seng knows it, even my family knows it. so Please Please Please get this phrase in mind, i'm your cousin, so i do alot of talking and scolding. but if it was others, they would commit a crime already! Its your attitude!!!

EQ EQ EQ!!!

i'll just spell the mistake you made today, in case you're wondering.

"Who would just walk out of the match silently and start reading the sms? who!?! WHO!?!?!! I was so pissed off! Everyone thought you play punk and just walk out like that. i'm not pissed that you dont know how to play, i'm pissed off with your attitude towards the game. If you felt that that sms was so important, just tell us to take 5 or whatever, do i need to teach you everything? OMG! i wonder how your friends tolerate you?!?!

You're the only hope in your family already. Please wake up!

2009-09-23T23:54:00.004+08:00

Great Great Great! I never knew i could make it all the way to Jurong East St 21. I feel good, but my legs dont. hahaha.. These days are torturous, but its just the beginning, there's much more ahead!

Xian is gone for his OCS for at least 3weeks. Seng knocks off pretty late everyday. Clair works hard everyday. I guess i'll just continue with my steps, till the very day i start stepping with the black boots. 29 more days to go.

-I need a new pair of shoe.

-Preparing.

2009-09-21T23:38:00.003+08:00

A long weekend, a long period time to cool down and think about the life i prefer in the future.

Was accompanying Xian all the while because he has been contradicting himself all this while about army. i also became the love guru!! hahaha..

Swimming and swimming and swimming. I finally knew how much i love the chlorine water. couldn't stop but took my time in the water. Never felt better! =)

Went over to collect my graduation gown today. And i never knew i look so good in such formal attire! hahaa.. amazing! But my school is still a pathetic loser school, doing stupid surveys for what?!?! the management is just disgustingly weak and slow. Pardon me on that, because i've graduated and i'm still receiving retarded email and replies from the school! ARGH!

See me soon in my gown! (And i just read the lines where they indicated, anyone who takes photographs in the ceremony will be asked to leave the hall.) dumb-ass management! HAHAHAA

i just dont give a damn, i just dont wanna remember i studied in this school...

God! it feels good!!

2009-09-17T21:38:00.004+08:00

I didn't know i've been acting on all these foolish stuff for nothing, practically zero! Spending on this and saving for that, and everything seems to end at that very sms i received. Asking myself for a solution is really hopeless, so i turned to my friends. I just assimilate and notice, if i wasn't the one that she worries, i wouldn't need be so concerned anymore.

its just another imbecile action.

2009-09-13T23:11:00.004+08:00

Picking them up from the cupboard wasn't part of my life for the past 3 years. Trying them on and fitting into them now really spurs me... It really feels great to be able to fit into size L and one of the size M i had few years ago. 기쁘게!!

God, it feels good...

Maybe you are the one that made me realised this very point in life. =)

나가 당신을 만난 신을 감사하십시오

2009-09-11T23:14:00.001+08:00

My God! i'm lost. i'm at a stage where i do not know what i should do. Which step to take? A step to the right or left, take a step back or move a step forward. Practically, whichever step i take is so risky and unpredictable. How should i decide?

Went for museum visiting. Waoh! refreshed my memories of a student. Researching and understanding artworks. =)

Ugly Truth. movie movie movie. First movie since i stepped out of the home. Brings all my theories and philosophy to confirmation. Quotes in the movie 'Guys are Simple'. hahahaa.. I'm a genius!

39days before enlistment. I need you around me. . . . . .

2009-09-08T23:26:00.008+08:00

London is far, but i just felt like you sitting in front of me.

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (1:50:47 AM)

your hair is really blond!

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (2:00:03 AM)

omg, you can come here be ang moh lah

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (2:07:47 AM)

if i don't know you and see you in the streets i confirm stereotype you

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (2:18:24 AM)

luckily you got bangzzzzz and not long fringe

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (2:18:37 AM)

hahaha, i still think you look cute laaaaah

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (2:18:46 AM)

bang bang bang!

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (2:19:44 AM)

must maintain bangz!

You guys are not with me, but still with me.

2009-09-07T22:37:00.007+08:00

Staying home and watching too many shows makes me feel like a philosopher.

What theories do i have this time? Love of course! Korean drama, HK drama, Taiwan Drama, SG Drama......all about love...

What's about love today? (Just my own opinion)

Love holds no boundaries, is non-realistic, has no control of, is being stupid... ... And i've created this joke;

Your girl falls into the water, knowing she couldn't swim. You gotta jump in to save her. BUT BUT BUT guess what, you'll first remove ur expensive wallet with ur ez-link card, ur credit cards, your sentosa islander. Followed by your watch, cellphone, and Ipod, later the earpiece...

So is this the practical state of mind we have nowadays?!?

i watch too much TV(full.stop)

Credits Mich

2009-09-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

After a month of rest, got to visit my grandma already. my mum and i came up with a few excuses for my absence. But my grandma didn't ask much of it, i guessed she's too amazed by my hair! hahaha =P

i didn't wanna stay there and fold the joss paper because the more i fold, the more i imagine the seller counting his money.

The smart one sells the joss paper, while the dumb one folds them.

So i initiated to go shopping at Vivo City. I couldn't miss PageOne whenever i visit Vivo, i really love the atmosphere there, compared to borders or kino.

Dinner was at HKcafe, and i was given a pencil to take orders, and guess what?

I always make full use of the pencil to start my doodling. =)

(And its just nice i dropped the mushroom) hahaha

2009-09-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

Second day out, seemingly my first town trip. Ion, Orchard Central, and having the board shop moved to Orchard Central. =(

A second day, and we got to walk from Far East Shopping Centre to The Cathay. WOoh0o..My legs are strong! hahahaa..

An amazing day for me, seems like my friends knew i was out walking. Hah, many of them called to ask me out on the very night. Amusing!!

I forgot all about you. WAO!! what a day for me.

2009-09-04T23:31:00.000+08:00

I'm walking, walking!

First trip out to WM to get my haircut. "Blonde?! why blonde gerald??" =P

Met winnie afterwards to Wala Wala at Holland V. Enjoyed the live band and the ambience. But my leg really hurts, and GOD, it rained when i was on the cab home! thanks... -_-

2009-09-02T23:25:00.005+08:00

oh my, you are so random. but i like it. hahahaa.. you just cracks me up.

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (11:19:25 PM)

haha, gerald is cute and adorable!

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (11:15:48 PM)

especially with that cute bangzzzzz

2009-09-01T21:14:00.002+08:00

Gerald the cook is back. Prepared my own lunch ever since i could stand and balance myself. Suddenly everything seems to be so short for me.. hahaaa

Creamy Nuts with Onions.

haha.. and it tastes pretty good.. =)

Anyway, its the first time i couldn't be there for teachers day. A little sad but HA.. no choice..

2009-08-28T15:36:00.003+08:00

I've got them cleared up, got to know exactly how you feel. Sorry about all that. I shouldn't be alive.

An accident just changed everything. Thanks.

2009-08-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

Sitting on my sofa all the while, gotta do something. My hands gotta move.. So i've got my cushion as a drawing pad and draw all kinds of stuff.. hahaa.. My sofa is now my drawing pad.

2009-08-26T23:10:00.002+08:00

Oh man, i'm feeling good! Not because i couldn't sleep at night, not because i'm still sitting in my wheels, but i'm feeling good because we chatted last night. Last night wasn't a long chat, but still it made my night.

Anyway, i've been rolling on my bed for 4 to 5 hours before i could go to sleep. Pretty hard and tiring to roll and roll, its even tougher than swimming...

All the best for me!

YAH YAH.. almost forgot, i've won TOTO on monday. hahahaa.. although its only 4+1 draw, but its still a win. Winning toto in my current state is really entertaining. hahaa.. Never was a habit to buy, really hit the jackpot this time! Gonna try my luck tmr! =))

2009-08-20T23:17:00.003+08:00

I've got to bath! I've got to bath! I've got to bath!

Oh gosh! indescribable! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaa..i'm feeling clean and i smell nice! gosh, i'm so gonna jump to bed and roll my new skin on it...

God, but facts are still facts. i'm still seated intact on my chair and god knows when i'm walking again. Got to come soon i hope...

2009-08-18T22:43:00.002+08:00

Shutting my eyes every night is something i dread for nowadays. I've always love lying down onto my bed and hugging my two bolster. But now, i'm really scared when i'm tired. I really dont wanna recap on the day of the accident.

Images just came whenever i close my eyes, exact mistake, exact damage, exact pain and torture. MAking me feel tired and guilty every night. How to stop it? Does the doctor's medicine help?

I need your help...

2009-08-14T19:31:00.002+08:00

Getting myself soaked in the running water is really what i live for. For the second time i couldn't bath because i'm hurt. Damn!

Shit me, mistakes happened and i've got to pay for them. I'm really not knowing whats running in my mind. "Do you always need to get hurt before you get the picture?" my mum said these words to me.

Sitting in my wheels once again, i went into deep thoughts. Did i really need to hurt myself and get everyone around me to worry for me to learn?

I always thought i could do things when others could do. But despite all that, guilts is something not everyone wanna have. Cause its really terrible!!

Being guilty isn't fun, lying on the bed without those eyes shut isn't any fun shit. Jumping right up from dreams isn't cool. I've learnt my mistake, and i've got pretty much to pay for.

Will i ride again? Nope. But will i get on the road again? Yes, i will!

2009-08-07T21:52:00.001+08:00

Please kill me instead of seeing you in pain.

2009-08-02T20:26:00.003+08:00

Everything is taking its place. Job is really going well, just removed the box and the basket. And its going pretty smooth to me, although all my pillions are complaining about the comfort no more! hahaha!!

Improvement in my life too! getting somewhere and towards there. At least its heading somewhere that i'm looking forward to.

I've made a conclusion yesterday! Grooming oneself really helps! I have girls talking to me, finding topics to start with me. There was this girl in this shop that asked whether my ear hole hurts when i enlarged it, while i'm looking through the jeans. I thought sales personal should ask what am i looking for or what can they help me in size and design. It really made me concluded this theory.

My grandma went into the hospital because she's being breathless for awhile. So worried about her, but i'm sure to remember her coolness! haha..

2009-07-21T18:41:00.002+08:00

Opportunity comes and goes! Nobody can predict, nobody can know. As long as its grabbed hold of and made a success, Its all worth it! =)

Upcoming opportunity is here! gotta grab it!

2009-07-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

Malaysia, near yet far. My heart has been missing for 2days already. Call me back soon.

Ms You.

2009-07-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

Despatch wasn't really a job people look up to. A service line and a way of transporting their important documents to another party. Trusting in us as well as not giving us our respect. Contradicting yeah!

Anyway, i got to know Uncle Lim, who stays at my old block. What a coincidence! He was a cab driver and is my dad's friend too. He has been working in this line and company for years already. He's going for Op on his eye, so i'm gonna take over his Jurong Island deliveries. New experience!

I never thought listening to a old man talk in hokkien for 2hrs can be so fulfilling! hahaha

2009-06-27T18:45:00.004+08:00

What is my feeling now? Lethargic? Enervated? Spiritless? Lifeless? Languid? Languorous? Inactive? Inert? Sluggish? Torpid?

Its all of the above!

Listless is the word! I really wonder why. Is there a hidden meaning in your words yesterday? I hear nothing from you today. ARGH!

I'm drinking water!

2009-06-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

Oh man, second day of work and i realised something. Despatch riders ride more lifts than their bikes. hahaa.. i've been visiting different offices and places to collect and deliver, waiting and standing, scanning and screening. Standard procedures before entering the office.

Especially DBS building. 47storeys high with only 1 cargo lift, So damn stupid!!

But I've learn something from this job already, not only i got more familiar with the places and roads, i've also learn how to be more confident in riding. And also where to avoid stupid summon people! hahahaa

Went for Transformers Revenge of the Fallen movie, pretty cool and funny! i just didn't like the part where the director wants the transformers to transform right in front of the screen. Never a part where they show a full image of it transforming. Its all these metal parts flying and turning right in front of the screen. Its not cool if it happens all the time.

ANYWAY, you made me miss you.

2009-06-25T20:27:00.004+08:00

At last, a month of waiting, the guy finally called me to confirm my job. Had to go all the way to Golden Mile Complex to retrieve the bike. Hoping that my bike wasn't any disgusting colour, i got RED! =) (At least its not some disgusting blue.) (And and and, it has a uncle box and uncle basket at the front. hahaha)

Its a semi-auto bike, which is really user friendly. but i would prefer a bike with clutch, its gives me more control of it.

Anyways, went around singapore to send this and collect that, din have the time to eat, or rather i din felt like eating.

Finished off all the deliveries and i'm dead tired! oh man! But i had fun and i'm more confident on the road. And i finally understand why my dad always scolds some drivers. =)

2009-06-21T23:46:00.009+08:00

Happy Father's Day!

Especially to my daddy! cause he is the best dad... =) Love him to the core! Although he always calls me out for nice food in SG and makes me very贪吃, i still go out with him to have all those delicious food. Also because of him, Xian calls me 路神的儿子. hahaaa..

Appreciates all these 21years of being responsible for me!

Brought him to watch 3D Monsters Vs Aliens movie at vivo city, as well as dinner at some hongkong restaurant. He was quite amused by the 3D actions and balls flying out of the screen.. so cute la he! =))

Got him a comfort remote car yesterday. So my sis rushed the 'advertisement' for the cab! Upon seeing the cab when i drive that car out from my room, he was like complaining wasting money la, its for small kids la, blah blah blah, but we could tell he is happy. And he was happily playing with it when he got control of the remote. hahahaa

Still a little kid to me!

2009-06-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

Have been researching the ways of getting healthy. Been through the internet and hearing people say how i should or should not do. There were tons of scientists out there proving this and that.

But i've analyse it and i'm sure of what to do. Written everything down and sticked one of the note on the fridge.

Pretty hope that i'll get myself healthy and good shape in few years time. And hope my Army life wouldn't ruin it, which is unlikely. Anyways, i'll begin everything tomorrow.

17 June 2009 marks the day of a new beginning in me!

Gonna stop being so贪吃!

2009-06-12T15:04:00.003+08:00

Back from Tekong. Hard journey. Imagined i would be doing the same thing in 5months time. Oh My! I hate the goodbyes, don't feel or look good. Although its just 2weeks, but people make it sound like 2years.

Sorry for the blurred image.

Last lunch with xian, till we meet again 2weeks later. we predicted he would be looking black and black! hahaha.. While having lunch, he was particularly disgusted by this pretty boy, and he hopes he has nothing to do with him. But we'll never know whether they would be in the same bunk, after all a company is only 200 odds NSF.

Awaits my turn for goodbyes!

2009-06-12T05:20:00.004+08:00

Woke up pretty early today, preparing myself for the day every guy dread. Sending xian off to Tekong later.

Knowing i couldn't be late, i couldn't sleep. merely closed my eyes, and the next moment i'm flipping again.

There are still dreams, some short dreams. Being funny with Mr. Adam was one of it. Random. The other one was out of no where too. Sometimes i just feel like calling her, asking whether she is doing fine. Besides, we still shared wonderful moments together.

Back to preparation. =)

Cannot be late.

2009-06-08T23:48:00.001+08:00

Cleared my room and changed into a new look. As some of my friends know, i keep changing the design of my room. Things are practically the same, but position are always different. Thats something in me which i dont really understand why.

Previously

Currently

Not really fancy about it, but i think i'm gonna change again soon. =) *if i got the time.

2009-06-07T23:33:00.001+08:00

Am packing my cupboard in the middle of the night, got this urge to change everything again. And my parents always say i'm 三分钟热度。Anyway, its my room! =)

I realised something when i'm packing halfway, i tend to do silly things to my stuff. making them interact with realistic objects.

My cupboard is done for the night. i shall change my interior of my room tomorrow. Pictures tmr! =)

2009-06-06T23:25:00.001+08:00

BBQ was on! With Adil's relatives, so i was invited too. Went over to the place at woodlands, when there is really alot of people. I was the chef of the night, and so i bbq food for them. serving them was so fun.

Played with the children of course! soccer and running around. making kids happy is what i enjoy. =)

Sometimes I really wonder whether am i acting like an adult already. 21 years old? no more fun?

2009-06-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

Went for ikea trip with the boys. I always love the idea of looking around. Walking and searching, waiting for that particular item sitting at that corner just to catch my attention. GaoRen got his stuff he wanted and was happily carrying it back home.

Was suppose to meet up with min, but i guess she's not free ba..

Called Jes over for mahjong, but i fell asleep even before she called me back. What a pig i am! hahaaa..

2009-06-04T23:03:00.001+08:00

Richard is leaving SG today. He's gonna study over at London for his degree, and so i sent him off at the airport. Gonna miss his jokes and his wonderful stories.

Came back to Richard's hostel with xian to retrieve his computer as it needs to be shipped over.

Xian and i was planning what to do for the night, so i cycled him over for prawn fishing near the bird park. Its not the same anymore! the amount of prawns were miserable. caught only 3, like so wasted.

Sun breaks the sky and we went over to Quality Prata to have our breakfast. Finally got the chance to bring him for the delicious prata!

2009-05-31T22:38:00.001+08:00

Flea market was on once again this weekend. Saturday and Sunday were another days of fun. Although i had to carry stuffs here and there, but being the coolie of the weekend is really great. Sold pretty much stuff on saturday. Rain was on and off, pretty much playing with our patience. Carrying the clothes in and out really tire us out.

Sunday was great too, i had my wonderful time with the little kids, running around and joking with them. Guiding them with their mathematics and spellings. Teaching them some ways of life, i really love teaching.

While playing soccer with the boys, i actually taught a stranger who was struggling with the waveboard. And his 'thank you' worth so much to me!

Sometimes these little words make the day.

2009-05-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

Lasalle Graduation Show '09. Been selected a time slot as a gallery sitter. Sounds nice, buts its just the security guard of the gallery space. Anyway, i did my homework while sitting, so it wasn't any bit of wasting time. Off the lights, locked the doors, handed over to the 'real' securities, and i'm off back home...

2009-05-21T23:05:00.004+08:00

Went out in the evening and caught the movie, Night In The Museum 2. What a hilarious movie.

One of the scene which made me laugh like mad. Simply irritating. Braundon!

I believe i'm now too numb to other kind of genre movies. Like gore, violent, romance and thriller, they couldn't satisfy my demand.

And i realised i could only lose myself when watching comedy, adventure and action. They usually make me laugh and go WOAH! simply personal. =)

Anyway, we went over to the new FilmGarde at Bugis. The place is pretty big and empty, maybe its due to the high ceiling and super long escalator...

Whats after movie?

Billiard of course! we wouldn't miss out a chance to play. Was quite accurate for the night, and i just found the way to aim far shots. Super happy =) Apparently i still lost. -_-

2009-05-18T23:49:00.003+08:00

Been seeing all the great heights all these days, high high above makes the vision clearer and further. Makes me ponder on my future and the targets i would have to achieve.

Looking into my wallet the other day, looking at myself, looking at the changes upon time. People really changes. Whether its for the better or the worst, we don't stay put at where we are.

So i thought to myself, and i also told my mum, every step we take is a learning step. So even though i'm not doing something about FineArts now, but i've learn something about it and put to use in my life. As long as we do not stay at where we are, we are still walking, learning, changing...

2009-05-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

Met up with Xian to pass him shirt and tie for his Graduation Ceremony. Brenna called awhile later to meet me, so i thought of meeting together. So the three of us went Power Nasi Lemak for our dinner. And we were chatting alot about insurance and army when we suddenly wanted to watch movie, so we were checking out for movies with our phones. Saw 17 Again at the 11:20 timeslot, and its already 10:30, so we rushed all the way to Jurong Point to get the tickets, but then we realised that GV was closed, and the time slot was for the morning slot. 11:20, not 23:20.

I'm so cock-up! hahahaa

Xian left home afterwards, so Soong and i went over to Japanese garden for prawn fishing. Its been some time, but my skills were still intact.

Her First Prawn!

Fishing for her second prawn.

Fishing for my 4th prawn.

Finally a decent photo ever since i know her.

7 prawns for the night 28dollars for 3hrs, and 4dollars for each prawn. hahahaa.. After which we went over to Lakeside Park. Never been there before, so the both of us were chilling by the lake.

2009-05-12T20:25:00.005+08:00

It all started on Monday, when i would see this everyday.

Started to dress myself, smart and tidy, look and smell nice. Today is the second lesson, while everyone was already comfortable with each other since yesterday and chats were heard and disturbing the class. Adults already, people!

Anyway i was happily attending the class, knowledge were literally thrown into my head. Tons and tons of terms and concepts, definitions and examples to memories and understand. I'm just having problems with the terms. Pretty hard to understand the different terms.

Calculations today just made me felt like learning math all over again. 4 yrs since i lasted tried a math question.

2 more lessons to go.

I hope i can do it, passed the exam and proceed towards the next step in life.

Wish me luck!

2009-05-11T23:42:00.001+08:00

Happy Mother's Day!

Sis and i brought mummy around, went over to Zouk Flea, then was Marina Square. Stuffed ourselves with food first then i told mum that we are bringing her to the flyer(which is not true). Walking from marina square towards the direction of the flyer, she keep saying NO NO NO. waste money, etc. Then we purposely walk pass the Kenko fish spa, where her eyes shone! hahaa.. then she keep saying do this ma, do this better, do this nicer, etc. So my sis and i was giggling and laughing when we told her, 'Yah lah! we are bringing you here la.. hahahaaa'

Picture of my legs.

Pranked my mum! she was so happy! she loves her feet after the fish spa!

2009-05-08T09:23:00.002+08:00

Interviews these few days, and i found my target in life. Looking forward to a future i want and need. I have to step away from the childish acts and step into an adult life. 21years of happiness, its a time for hard work and determination. To prove to myself and people that i will have a break through, and i'm not a happy go lucky person. I'm not a person who dont think about anything or a person who just smiles and smiles...

ONE DAY.

2009-05-01T23:09:00.001+08:00

Went for Ice Skating, with Seng and Akira. Ten thousand years ago since i last stepped into the ice rink. This time its Kallang Leisure Park. The feel and the environment was totally different, expensive, small, dull, boring and smelly. But still i enjoyed skating around the rink. I wouldn't wanna go back to skate. Maybe the next time i skate would be in another winter somewhere around the world. =)

Went to meet Xian and Ting. We spent the night chatting about friends and matters. And badminton, and even marriage. hahaha..

Met up with Junrong and Edith to play L.O.D. Headache arh!!! stayed in the lan shop till the sun shines hard on us.

I will never stay up late till dawn just to play LAN. Period.

2009-04-30T23:15:00.003+08:00

Sister said she booked a table for dinner at Outback, and so she instructed me to dress nicely for it. Met my mum and adil and we were 5mins late for the dinner, while sis was already waiting.

Dinner was wonderful! We ate our fills and while waiting for our bill, the Outback crew came towards me with a cake and sang birthday song! I froze and was stunned! I couldn't stop laughing because i should have expected it.. I, Gerald was pranked! hahahaa

After that we went for bowling and pool and Daytona! haha.. And caught the Wolverine Origins movie.

Action pack, Wolverine was so cool! but some parts were expected. Enjoyed the show still. And it was really fun bringing mummy out for midnight shows and fun. She said she would follow us to clubbing! hahaaa.. wooh0o!!

2009-04-29T23:05:00.002+08:00

Surprised! I admit i'm surprised! Its pretty hard to surprise my director mind, and i'm thankful my family surprised me with a birthday cake.

Waiting in the store room for my arrival, singing birthday song, blowing the candles, cutting the cake, all these gestures are what everyone will do, but the feelings i had was unforgettable. For the fact that they spent time to deceive me that the cake in the fridge was not for me, and the time spent in the storeroom. Thank You!

Happy 3rd Anniversary to my Knee. =)

2009-04-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

28th April is my birthday! Happy Birthdays were flying their way either with facebook or sms. Greetings were appreciated!

A day for me to be content in life, a day for thanksgiving, and a day to have fun!

Adil called me out for movies. Friday the 13 was the movie, BOOM BOOM BANG BANG, would be the way i describe the movie. Gore and violent.

A day that made me realised the meaning of happiness, the purpose in life and the future i want.

Happy Birthday to ME!

2009-04-27T23:49:00.001+08:00

Asked Seng and Xian along for wake-boarding, at the 360˚ wake-board park. Seng din wanna play because he was afraid he might just snap his shoulder, so he was the photographer for the day. And for xian and i, we went for an hour of fun. Xian was still getting the hang of it, but for me, i was surfing for few rounds, until i wanted to try the half pipe for the last round. Sadly, i fell and the turn was wasted.

(Photos and videos with Seng)

2009-04-26T23:15:00.000+08:00

Sunday Sunday! it was a dinner at International Restaurant i thought, but mummy asked whether wanna go ice-skating, singing or play billiard. hahaa.. never would expect my mum say billiard. Anyway, we went chinatown kbox to sing, to have great fun. Its my first time bringing my mum and sister together. We were singing and laughing, screaming and dancing. Loads of fun.

After which we went for dinner, and my grandma was there. so nice to see her out of the house. We filled our tank full, and went for billiard afterwards with xian. =)

2009-04-25T23:15:00.001+08:00

Its saturday morning, when i slept at 4am in the night just to prepare my portfolio. Yawning while taking the train, struggling with the 3 folders, late already arh!!

Had a quite nice chat in the resource room. saw some friends and teachers that i haven seen for awhile.

Rushed home to end my struggle, and rushed to meet seng to get chicken wings. BBQ in the night. Many friends came, even tianhong, and i suppose everyone had their fun too. And Happy Birthday Kang! water bomb fight was on after 12 to celebrate.. =)